As an INFP male who grew up being abused by dominating females who forced the beta male role upon me, I find that when I am at my best I am most like the Sigma male, but at my worst I fall back into the bitter beta role. Alphas turn me off and I feel a need to oppose them even at my own peril. I am not the ideal Sigma but it is the kind of male I strive to be and find the most appealing.